Saturday, January 9, 2010

" BROKEN "

broken heart photo


I Love this song because I can relate to it!!! This song is about a Person's realization that they can not change to be what the other person wanted, no matter how hard you try , give it all in the realtionship but still the other person is not doing their part. Sometimes you finds it easier to "break and laugh it off" than go through the gut wrenching changes that could have made for the type of relationship that they both envisioned in the beginning. (I'm referring to changes like too much drinking, too much flirting, lack of emotionally connecting...stuff like that).

Sometimes You just come up with a decision to find Peace within is to walk away ( maybe for good) , You can't do this to yourself anymore. It's so funny that from my own experienced that there are some people that Set Up some Rules for their Partner in order to be with them like this person Demands for HONESTY and yet they CAN NOT even Practice the WORD! This Person DELIBERATELY Push your buttons to see an reaction from you then , As a human being it's natural to get upset especially if it something this person already know that it will cause some Problems. ( Plus, it wasn't the first time it happens all the time with the same issues!) The Cruel Part of it , They will washed their hands , try to play " dumb and Innocent" and Blame You being it's all your fault! Isn't that very Sick though???

All i can say , " Look I've tried so hard to make things right I swallowed My Pride, I humbled myself even most of the times it wasn't my fault it's so happens that You are just in a Pissy or Self Pity Mood but You have so Much Pride to Own Up from your Mistakes! You are too Blind not to see things...Sad there's still no Satisfaction from you ... There will never Be.








What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take this anymore
What would you do do do

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do (do do)
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now this is who I really am inside
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now this is who I really am

Ohhh haaaa
Ohhh hoooo
Ohhh haaaa

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you you you

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come break me down
Break me down
Break me down

(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break
(What are you waiting for)
(Bury me, bury me)
(I'm not running from you)
What if I, What if I
What if I, What if I
(Bury me, bury me)

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